My life as of now.

Well, hello anyone who bothers to read this... this is my first time blogging to forgive me if this is boring. right now i am actually fed up with life. ive had enough and i want out. i am going through final exams right now and my hardest one is tomorrow. im so screwed for it so i dont know what to do. i feel sick and tired all the time and i cant do anything about it. my parents dont know, they think i'm fine, but im not. ive considered a few ways to die, but i havent tried to follow through on them at all yet. im on a hockey team at our school, but i never get to play because i suck, i can barely skate, let alone stick handle at the same time. all my other friends are great at the sports they play, its just me who isnt good. i dont know whats gonna happen in my life in the next few days... if you have any advice for me, on what to do with my life or how to get out of this depression, please comment.