............ =(

so pretty much my life has just taken a dive off the deep end. i had a futsal game last week and got in a fight with my coach/goalie (its just an intramural team) and we are ticked at eachother now, not that i really care cause i never liked him anyways.... anyways lately ive had a lot of trouble sleeping. or rather getting up in the morning... i cant find the motivatoin to wake up at all. ive missed work a couple of times because of it and i hate it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEx-HYsmOQ8 this is a pretty good song to describe how i feel, i guess. i like to listen to my music, it helps me to express myself.